urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:danguuglybiotch smash your fucking enemies mikey 2008-01-02T04:24:18Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:danguuglybiotch:126637 2008-01-02T04:24:18Z 2008-01-02T04:24:18Z coheed &nbsp;damn man,&nbsp;<br />what a shitty way to start the new year....&nbsp; urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:danguuglybiotch:126412 2007-08-27T04:39:29Z 2007-08-27T04:39:29Z straylight run "existentiallism on prom night" hello out there in livejournal land.&nbsp;<br />haven't been on here in a while.&nbsp;<br />anyways life's pretty sweet right now.&nbsp;<br />a lot of positive shit going on in my life right now which i'm severly thankful for.&nbsp;<br />still unsure of a lottttttt of shit right now. all i know is i have a loooot of amazing friends that i would give anything for.&nbsp;<br />o yeah! and it was my birthday today.had some amazing people over&nbsp;<br />katie bought me a new fucking mattress! &lt; 3 and my parents bought me a wii!!! <br /><br />"sing like you think no one's listening" urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:danguuglybiotch:126049 2007-07-14T21:38:22Z 2007-07-14T21:38:22Z endwell "zombies never think twice" <div style="WIDTH: auto; HEIGHT: auto" name="lyrics">You're running rampant through me<br />Infecting everything<br />My eyes are red, and I'm scared to death<br />You don't know what you're doing<br /><br />This is my call to arms<br />And I have waited for too long<br /><br />Maybe I'll never quit<br />Maybe you never meant a single thing you said<br />Well I've grown so sick of this<br />Confusion fills my head<br />And I'm dripping with regret<br />I do feel better if you never knew just how I felt<br />How I felt<br />Never knew just how I felt<br /><br /><strong>Does he shake you like I shook you?<br />And how much do his words weigh?<br />Is he underneath you fingertips where I used to lay?<br />Do his lips taste like forever as you said mine did?<br />We were young, that's how it goes</strong><br /><br />My eyes are filled with tears<br />My hands are to my head<br />I know you're happy now<br />In someone else's bed<br />My patience wearing thin<br />And I can't make sense of this<br />All I want is to be over you<br /><br />I just need to know<br />So tell me<br /><br /><strong>Does he shake you like I shook you?<br />And how much do his words weigh?<br />Is he underneath you fingertips where I used to lay?<br />Do his lips taste like forever as you said mine did?<br />We were young that's how it goes</strong><br /><br />And when I dream you everynigh<br />You break my heart but it's alright<br />Inebriated by your sight<br />Now this is the fight of my life<br /><br />THIS IS THE FIGHT OF MY LIFE<br /><br />All we had is dead and gone</div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:danguuglybiotch:125798 2007-07-11T05:37:32Z 2007-07-11T05:37:32Z winds of plague " one body too many" gahhhhhhhhhh why won't my realatives leaveeeeeeee? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:danguuglybiotch:125566 2007-07-08T07:27:55Z 2007-07-08T07:27:55Z tbs "a decade under the influence" is so lifelike lately.&nbsp;<br />of course it makes sense to me.&nbsp;<br />i hope the mistakes i've made don't actually end up being mistakes...&nbsp;<br />i love being a teen..&nbsp;<br />reguardless i'm really happy where i'm at but i know it won't stay long and i have&nbsp;a feeling it'll be my fault.&nbsp;<br />in fact ....i know it.<br />"anyone will do tonight" urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:danguuglybiotch:125224 2007-06-26T06:21:07Z 2007-06-26T06:21:07Z underoath"a message to adrienne" i fucking hate that my life's so much like dawson's creek.&nbsp;<br /><br />i'm so unsure of everything&nbsp;<br /><br /><br />FUCK! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:danguuglybiotch:125102 2007-06-25T07:13:19Z 2007-06-25T07:13:19Z taking back sunday "a decade under the influence" <font face="Verdana" size="2">Sad, small, sweet, so delicate <br />We used to be this dying breed <br />I got a bad feeling about this <br />I got a bad feeling about this <br /><br />You kept still until the long drive home <br />You slept safe and close to the window... <br />I got a bad feeling about this <br />I got a bad feeling about... <br /><br />Who's to say you'll have to go (I could go all night) <br />Well say you'll have to go (I could go all...) <br />To hell with you and all your friends <br />To hell with you and all your friends, it's on <br /><br />Sad, small, sure in porcelain <br />You're skin and bones, I'm a nervous wreck <br />I got a bad feeling about this (when it comes to this) <br />I got a bad feeling about this <br /><br />You kept still until the long drive home <br />You slept safe and close to the window <br />I got a bad feeling about this <br />I got a bad feeling about... <br /><br />Who's to say you'll have to go (I could go all night) <br />Well say you'll have to go (I could go all...) <br />To hell with you and all your friends <br />To hell with you and all your friends, it's on <br /><br />I got a bad feeling about this (what is this for?) <br />I got a bad feeling about... <br /><br />Anyone will do tonight <br />Anyone will do tonight <br />Close your eyes, just settle, settle <br />Close your eyes, just settle, settle <br />Anyone will do tonight <br />Anyone will do tonight <br />Close your eyes, just settle, settle <br />Close your eyes, just settle, settle <br />Anyone (anyone) will do tonight <br />Anyone (anyone) will do tonight <br />Close your eyes, just settle, settle <br />Close your eyes, just settle, settle <br /><br />Well I got a bad feeling about this, <br />I got a bad feeling about this (to hell with you and all your friends, it's on). <br />I'm coming over but it never was enough <br />I thought it through and my worst brings out the best in you<br />Well I got a bad feeling about this <br />I got a bad feeling about this (to hell with you and all your friends, it's on) <br />I'm coming over but it never was enough <br />I thought it through and my worst brings out the best in you<br />Well I got a bad feeling about this <br />I got a bad feeling about this (to hell with you and all your friends, it's on) <br />I'm coming over but it never was enough, <br />I thought it through and my worst brings out the best in you<br />Well I got a bad feeling about this, <br />I got a bad feeling about this (in you...). <br />I'm coming over but it never was enough, <br />I thought it through and my worst brings out the best in you<br />I got a bad feeling about this, <br />I got a bad feeling about this (in you...). <br />I'm coming over but it never was enough <br />I thought it through and my worst brings out the best in you<br />I got a bad feeling about this, <br />I got a bad feeling about this, <br />I got a bad feeling about this (I am you) <br />I got a bad feeling about this (I am you) <br />I got a bad feeling about this (I am you) <br />I got a bad feeling about this (I am you) <br />I got it bad (I am you)<br />I got it bad <br />I got it bad <br />I got it bad <br />I got it bad <br />I got it bad</font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:danguuglybiotch:124925 2007-06-13T22:49:43Z 2007-06-13T22:49:43Z apc "3 libras" <p>i'm so unsure of so many things in my life right now.<br />the only thing i'm sure of is that i need a fucking job!&nbsp;<br />i need to get out of this place.&nbsp;<br />a lot of band shit has to change too.&nbsp;<br />i wish our lead singer would actually give us the time of day or fucking talk to us every once in a while...&nbsp;<br />BUT&nbsp; that's the veryveryvery least of my problems right now....&nbsp;<br />and yet 3 months ago that was all i really had to fret about. </p><p>woooo gotta love that teen angst huh kids?&nbsp;<br /><br /><br /><br />god i love "a perfect circle"</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:danguuglybiotch:124417 2007-05-28T07:00:49Z 2007-05-28T07:00:49Z circa survive "meet me in montauk" a lot of things about me are different now.&nbsp;<br />my mindset is very more ...excepting so to speak.&nbsp;<br />i'm done with shallow uncaring thoughts.&nbsp;<br />i'm done with malice and hate.&nbsp;&nbsp;<br />all i ask for is acceptance... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:danguuglybiotch:124164 2007-05-09T07:00:15Z 2007-05-09T07:00:15Z poison the fucking well "nerdy" i miss "silent desperation." it actually kinda hit me tonight while i was reading adams fucking incredible lyrics and i got a little down. <br />sux big time because we really were an amazing band and i really was proud of the music we created. life goes on i guess. <br /><br /><br />i'm almost excited to go back to school... yeah i know, weren't expecting that one. <br />i realized i haven't been listening to as much reallllly heavy stuff lately which is a little weird, it almost feels like i'm growing up and it's kind of depressing or intreguing i guess i'll be the judge sooner or later. <br /><br />on another note. <br />while i was typing the song i was listening to i thought about how much the lyrics to "nerdy" explained the feelings i had for a certain person i was kind of stunned in a way. <br />then i thought about how long ago that was... <br /><br />"<em>sleep on portraits painted as perfect as you..."</em> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:danguuglybiotch:123957 2007-05-03T05:03:24Z 2007-05-03T05:03:24Z death cab "soul meets body" today was deffinately a step in the right direction. <br />i signed up for next semester at mcc <br />i'm pretty sure i'm going to major in philosophy.<br />i also applied at hot topic, haha which i'll prolly be working there. <br />man i've been getting drunk wayyyyy too much lately which i think i'll tone that down a bit for a while. <br />sooooo the practice space went out with a bang last night<br />i hung out with karp, ruben, chris, tucker, DANNY ORSA!, ben, jonny, and big wo. <br />we drank a handle of southern comfort and jager. and we were all pretty wasted. <br />we brayn almost got raped by a creepy prostitute. we hung with the guy's and gal from FxUxCxK which is always fun. tonnnnns of amazing pictures were taken. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:danguuglybiotch:123567 2007-04-25T07:11:13Z 2007-04-25T07:11:13Z my bloody valentine"good charlotte" (haha i aint lyin either) lately <br />i feel very empty. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:danguuglybiotch:123271 2007-04-19T18:09:27Z 2007-04-19T18:09:27Z bleeding through me and bryan just played russian roulette. <br />just for fun. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:danguuglybiotch:123005 2007-04-19T04:22:31Z 2007-04-19T04:22:31Z fata "love it or left it" yeahhhhh <br />i've got a computer again. hooray i guess <br />too much drama lately but whatever i'm not worried about nothing. <br />wooooo another bar-b-que on sunday i'm super stoked. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:danguuglybiotch:121936 2007-04-11T01:14:59Z 2007-04-11T01:14:59Z north< 3 "a the cop's kicked the door at the party" sooooooo <br />one of my band's "silent desperation" is on hiatis as of now. i'm pretty sad about it because i'm not sure if we'll actually play again due to the fact of only having one guitar player now (me) sooooo i'm super bummed. <br />at least i'm going on tour this summer with "he writes no lies" which should be ucking intense. <br />only thing i have to look forward to right now. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:danguuglybiotch:121782 2007-04-06T05:00:23Z 2007-04-06T05:00:23Z fata if anyone wants to see my ass scoot on over to shaena's elljay haha! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:danguuglybiotch:121155 2007-03-26T01:28:35Z 2007-03-26T01:28:35Z cold "sick of man" just knowing i could have is almost 100% better <br /><br />"it turns us on to turn you down" <br />last night was pretty fresh. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:danguuglybiotch:121068 2007-03-23T17:26:48Z 2007-03-23T17:26:48Z acatia strain "whoa shut it down" wow <br />some people just need to know the facts before they get in over their head. <br />bo-tards urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:danguuglybiotch:120682 2007-03-23T08:36:49Z 2007-03-23T08:36:49Z when i come around faaaaaaakkkkkkkkkkkkeeeeeeeeee urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:danguuglybiotch:120328 2007-03-22T08:59:35Z 2007-03-22T08:59:35Z brand new i should be exausted. <br />but it never fails, <br />lie awake for an hour or so and yet again no progress. <br />sooooo today i've gone from feeling like the mom in requiem for a dream, to edward norton in fight club. <br />my brother is annoying the fucking shit out of me right now...like, so bad. (shinfo)<br />i've noticed that my impeccable grammar has greatly been reduced to rubble since i've been letting my brain rot out of school. slightly depressing. <br />i wonder if anyone hates the thoughts that seem to seep into your head before you lull off into "sleepy land" as much as i do. or maybe it's just that i let people get to me too much. fuggin ay this is lammmmeee. <br />on a lighter note<br />about an hour ago i was walking by a mirror and it looked like and octopus was latched onto my head <br /><br /><br /><br /><br />th end urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:danguuglybiotch:120131 2007-03-21T19:16:49Z 2007-03-21T19:16:49Z dashboard "the best deceptions" wow <br />i feel just like the mom on requiem for a dream <br />"ay mah are you on uppahz mah? you are aren't you" urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:danguuglybiotch:119903 2007-03-21T03:15:06Z 2007-03-21T03:15:06Z brand new "seventy times 7" sooo <br />i've got a membership at the gym again, yes! <br />me and bryan are going at least 3 times a week and drinking protein shakes. <br />we also bought some hydroxycut for shits and giggles. <br />i'm sooooooo stoked <br />i can still bench 205 which i'm really suprised about. <br />wooo urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:danguuglybiotch:119676 2007-03-17T08:25:32Z 2007-03-17T08:25:32Z afi < 3 "girls not grey" soooooooo. the show was so much fucking fun tonight. <br />we got so many props and stuff. it kinda sux that everyone left after we played but whatev, it's kinda flattering.<br />we broke maverick's mosh virginity <br />much love to karp, mav, jerry, zeke, fucking everyone who came and fucked shit up on the ground while we fucked shit up on stage/on the ground. <br />soooooo much fun. <br />anyways "he writes no lies" is hopefully going on tour this summer which could go one of two ways haha. either way it's gunna be rediculous. <br /><br />got in another really big fight with the mother, i actually almost left this time... <br />but the harsh reality of it is, is the fact of being so dependent on money! it sucks big time.<br />well on a depressing note. me jon and mav were just watching american pie on usa and it almost made me miss high school. <br />i'll never actually miss high school but i'll definately miss certain parts... a lot <br />it made me feel super old and like such a loser. i guess i just wish high school was like the movies. <br />it's time for mikey to start taking life seriously guys. <br />sad but true. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:danguuglybiotch:119542 2007-03-15T08:12:36Z 2007-03-15T08:12:36Z bleeding through "revenge i seek" ok.... so i guess it's bash andrew week or something. <br />however i completly agree but he's probabaly eating all of this up sooooo much because any attention is good enough for kids like him. <br />honestly i don't understand why you guys have wasted so much energy on such an empty person. <br />i find so much humor in this becuase no matter how much we write in our little ell-jays it will never even fall upon his superXcore gaged ears. <br /><br /><br />at the end of the day, every party eventually ends and he'll realize all that he's lost and it will hurt more than he ever hurt any of us. <br />sooo get over that bo-tard <br />i did just about a year ago this month when he stabbed me in the back. <br />at least now i don't have to act like i care because of my friends<br /><br />man this post could go on forever but i just really don't care enough, because just like always i don't care at all what happens to andrew i just care that he's still hurting the people i love which is bullshit. <br />however, if he even does read this, i hope he cries himself to sleep for the rest of his life <br />yeah... way harsh but the truth hurts right?<br /><br />ON A LIGHTER NOTE!<br /><br />i've got everything i need and the more i think about it, i honestly couldn't be happier. <br />i shouldn't be making post's about how much i hate a certain person but how much i truly love the people i care about. <br />love you guys. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:danguuglybiotch:119196 2007-03-14T06:14:36Z 2007-03-14T06:14:36Z fata "short stories..." i'm soooo fucking stoked that the fair is almost here! <br />i still don't have a fucking job... <br />life is pretty steady i guess, about half and half. <br />man it's weird to see how some people can be so socially incapable and selfish. people like that should be drowned in public. <br />it's getting harder for me to sleep lately than ever, i hate it so much. it's probably just being too thoughtful and nervous that my life is fleeting away from me and all i can do is watch it slip farther and farther away from my grasp. <br />yeah life sux. <br />i'm done with drinking for a while too.