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[01 Jan 2008|11:23pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | coheed ]  damn man,  what a shitty way to start the new year....  leave a comment

[27 Aug 2007|12:27am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | straylight run "existentiallism on prom night" ] hello out there in livejournal land.  haven't been on here in a while.  anyways life's pretty sweet right now.  a lot of positive shit going on in my life right now which i'm severly thankful for.  still unsure of a lottttttt of shit right now. all i know is i have a loooot of amazing friends that i would give anything for.  o yeah! and it was my birthday today.had some amazing people over  katie bought me a new fucking mattress! < 3 and my parents bought me a wii!!! "sing like you think no one's listening" (1) comments+ leave a comment

[14 Jul 2007|05:37pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | endwell "zombies never think twice" ] You're running rampant through me Infecting everything My eyes are red, and I'm scared to death You don't know what you're doing This is my call to arms And I have waited for too long Maybe I'll never quit Maybe you never meant a single thing you said Well I've grown so sick of this Confusion fills my head And I'm dripping with regret I do feel better if you never knew just how I felt How I felt Never knew just how I felt Does he shake you like I shook you? And how much do his words weigh? Is he underneath you fingertips where I used to lay? Do his lips taste like forever as you said mine did? We were young, that's how it goes My eyes are filled with tears My hands are to my head I know you're happy now In someone else's bed My patience wearing thin And I can't make sense of this All I want is to be over you I just need to know So tell me Does he shake you like I shook you? And how much do his words weigh? Is he underneath you fingertips where I used to lay? Do his lips taste like forever as you said mine did? We were young that's how it goes And when I dream you everynigh You break my heart but it's alright Inebriated by your sight Now this is the fight of my life THIS IS THE FIGHT OF MY LIFE All we had is dead and gone leave a comment

[11 Jul 2007|01:36am] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | winds of plague " one body too many" ] gahhhhhhhhhh why won't my realatives leaveeeeeeee? leave a comment

life! [07 Jul 2007|09:25am] [ music | tbs "a decade under the influence" ] is so lifelike lately.  of course it makes sense to me.  i hope the mistakes i've made don't actually end up being mistakes...  i love being a teen..  reguardless i'm really happy where i'm at but i know it won't stay long and i have a feeling it'll be my fault.  in fact ....i know it. "anyone will do tonight" leave a comment

[26 Jun 2007|02:16am] [ mood | angry ] [ music | underoath"a message to adrienne" ] i fucking hate that my life's so much like dawson's creek.  i'm so unsure of everything  FUCK! (3) comments+ leave a comment

[25 Jun 2007|03:04am] [ mood | unsure ] [ music | taking back sunday "a decade under the influence" ] Sad, small, sweet, so delicate We used to be this dying breed I got a bad feeling about this I got a bad feeling about this You kept still until the long drive home You slept safe and close to the window... I got a bad feeling about this I got a bad feeling about... Who's to say you'll have to go (I could go all night) Well say you'll have to go (I could go all...) To hell with you and all your friends To hell with you and all your friends, it's on Sad, small, sure in porcelain You're skin and bones, I'm a nervous wreck I got a bad feeling about this (when it comes to this) I got a bad feeling about this You kept still until the long drive home You slept safe and close to the window I got a bad feeling about this I got a bad feeling about... Who's to say you'll have to go (I could go all night) Well say you'll have to go (I could go all...) To hell with you and all your friends To hell with you and all your friends, it's on I got a bad feeling about this (what is this for?) I got a bad feeling about... Anyone will do tonight Anyone will do tonight Close your eyes, just settle, settle Close your eyes, just settle, settle Anyone will do tonight Anyone will do tonight Close your eyes, just settle, settle Close your eyes, just settle, settle Anyone (anyone) will do tonight Anyone (anyone) will do tonight Close your eyes, just settle, settle Close your eyes, just settle, settle Well I got a bad feeling about this, I got a bad feeling about this (to hell with you and all your friends, it's on). I'm coming over but it never was enough I thought it through and my worst brings out the best in you Well I got a bad feeling about this I got a bad feeling about this (to hell with you and all your friends, it's on) I'm coming over but it never was enough I thought it through and my worst brings out the best in you Well I got a bad feeling about this I got a bad feeling about this (to hell with you and all your friends, it's on) I'm coming over but it never was enough, I thought it through and my worst brings out the best in you Well I got a bad feeling about this, I got a bad feeling about this (in you...). I'm coming over but it never was enough, I thought it through and my worst brings out the best in you I got a bad feeling about this, I got a bad feeling about this (in you...). I'm coming over but it never was enough I thought it through and my worst brings out the best in you I got a bad feeling about this, I got a bad feeling about this, I got a bad feeling about this (I am you) I got a bad feeling about this (I am you) I got a bad feeling about this (I am you) I got a bad feeling about this (I am you) I got it bad (I am you) I got it bad I got it bad I got it bad I got it bad I got it bad (1) comments+ leave a comment

[13 Jun 2007|06:40pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | apc "3 libras" ] i'm so unsure of so many things in my life right now. the only thing i'm sure of is that i need a fucking job!  i need to get out of this place.  a lot of band shit has to change too.  i wish our lead singer would actually give us the time of day or fucking talk to us every once in a while...  BUT  that's the veryveryvery least of my problems right now....  and yet 3 months ago that was all i really had to fret about. woooo gotta love that teen angst huh kids?  god i love "a perfect circle" (4) comments+ leave a comment

[28 May 2007|02:50am] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | circa survive "meet me in montauk" ] a lot of things about me are different now.  my mindset is very more ...excepting so to speak.  i'm done with shallow uncaring thoughts.  i'm done with malice and hate.   all i ask for is acceptance... (2) comments+ leave a comment

nerdy... [09 May 2007|02:46am] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | poison the fucking well "nerdy" ] i miss "silent desperation." it actually kinda hit me tonight while i was reading adams fucking incredible lyrics and i got a little down. sux big time because we really were an amazing band and i really was proud of the music we created. life goes on i guess. i'm almost excited to go back to school... yeah i know, weren't expecting that one. i realized i haven't been listening to as much reallllly heavy stuff lately which is a little weird, it almost feels like i'm growing up and it's kind of depressing or intreguing i guess i'll be the judge sooner or later. on another note. while i was typing the song i was listening to i thought about how much the lyrics to "nerdy" explained the feelings i had for a certain person i was kind of stunned in a way. then i thought about how long ago that was... "sleep on portraits painted as perfect as you..." leave a comment

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